So anyhoo, whilst waiting for replies from these people who are brushing me off etc., I have been doing a really good job of staying on top of my shit. Like, excellent. I hope I can keep this up. I'm using to-do lists, and doing the things on them. And, you know, just generally gettin' er done. It does feel good to not have anything hanging over you... All my life I've been the type to procrastinate and miss deadlines, and hey, I'm still doing it. But gradually, one thing at a time, I've been picking up. I figure in another year or two I'll have my shit in order, and not be missing deadlines any more. I know I can do it, just have to teach myself how.