Well would ya look at that, I'm blogging from work. Fuggit. I don't care, I'm leaving this job in a month and besides! They pay shit!
Suddenly find myself very turned on, which I take as a sign that E is thinking about me. He is currently on his way to the desert with some good friends, one of whom he's fucking. eeenteresting. I wonder how much he'll tell her about his lil agreement with me...
Think he's mad at me too, probably because I didn't call him yesterday re: dream job. I would have, but it goes against my policy of only calling him when I really need to. Never just to chat.
The ancient art of man-catching requires both great resolve and great delicacy, you know?
I have decided to take advantage of the current situation, and experiment with the open-relationship concept myself. Invited G (my Vegas fiance, as it happens) to join me at the 4th of July party weekend, during which time I imagine he'll ply me with libations until I agree to consummate the engagement*. Also, I got some french-horn-player's number while I was in Oakland last week, and he left me a message the other day which I have not returned. So rude. I'll call him.
This could actually work out well, this whole free love thing. I would never have guessed.
*All I really want from this guy is a cheap ring, a flashy photo shoot, and a quickie divorce, but I'll do what I have to. Apparently he's both experienced and skilled in the sack, and we're good friends, so where's the risk?
Suddenly find myself very turned on, which I take as a sign that E is thinking about me. He is currently on his way to the desert with some good friends, one of whom he's fucking. eeenteresting. I wonder how much he'll tell her about his lil agreement with me...
Think he's mad at me too, probably because I didn't call him yesterday re: dream job. I would have, but it goes against my policy of only calling him when I really need to. Never just to chat.
The ancient art of man-catching requires both great resolve and great delicacy, you know?
I have decided to take advantage of the current situation, and experiment with the open-relationship concept myself. Invited G (my Vegas fiance, as it happens) to join me at the 4th of July party weekend, during which time I imagine he'll ply me with libations until I agree to consummate the engagement*. Also, I got some french-horn-player's number while I was in Oakland last week, and he left me a message the other day which I have not returned. So rude. I'll call him.
This could actually work out well, this whole free love thing. I would never have guessed.
*All I really want from this guy is a cheap ring, a flashy photo shoot, and a quickie divorce, but I'll do what I have to. Apparently he's both experienced and skilled in the sack, and we're good friends, so where's the risk?
2 Comments:
At 12:51 AM,
Anonymous said…
Hmmm.
I'm tight with the birds, and a little birdie told me that this guy doesn't turn you on.
"The risk" could be as simple as a sour aftermath, and the Wave of Distaste.
On the other hand, what better dart to have up your Man-catching-Sleeve than the other-man-who-desires-you? Make sure E knows you'll be out (but not exactly with whom), let him bust you floating home glowing, and say lots of things like "Oh darling I'm so sorry you can't commit, I understand, really". Look dreamy and satieted as you say this.
Damn, there goes the pulse again.
Gotta go again.
At 11:41 PM,
ogma said…
lmao
Yeah dude, G doesn't really do it for me, but there is a spark or two and it's worth a shot, I guess - he gives me the impression of being a very *attentive* lover, knowhutimean? and who doesn't need one of those now and then? Anyways he's practically begging for it. I'm no good at saying "no" to friends.
E will know I've been out, and probably with whom, but I'll give no further detail. I'm not going to see him for the next month, you know... a lot can happen.
Plus then I'm going to run off and live in the desert with a bunch of dudes, and whatever I get up to, I'm sure word will get back to him. So.
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