yes, because actually he is amazing. he puts little sunshines in my eyes, and i mean that in the totally cheesiest of ways. chris, i mean. is awesome. we hung out for days. then we went out on sunday night, drinking tequila and organic lemonade ("because that's how i roll"), went to an underground club and tried to dance together and got so turned on that we had to go and fuck in the backseat of his rental car, parked right on the well-lit street in the tenderloin, with crackheads trying to peer in.

the funny thing, though, is that he says his libido fluctuates a lot. which is great because mine does too. and he is the first guy i've ever met who doesn't have to bust a nut every time he gets a stiffy. he is totally capable of fucking for a while and then rolling over and talking about something else, and then getting up and going to work.

also: does a dead-on impersonation of kip (from napoleon dynamite). knows lots of monty python songs by heart. makes bad puns, constantly, with a dumb grin. has been in the rave scene since we were in high school, and openly bisexual even longer. has gone to burning man 14 times. sports a butt-rock combover mohawk.

wants to build an earthship. EARTHSHIP!!! i went nuts over those a couple years ago.

we know the same songs and the same parties and the same people but never crossed paths... except, of course, as small children, when we were at the alternative preschool together.

i think this is going to be a big one, folks.

today I listened to hella
tvotr. watch this video, because it's good.